i so sad today....

why people so 38 de....
i dun know why my emosion so sad de??
i know i am is a fatty gril....
but no body will aceept my feel....
i sick now and dun know how to kit fit...
some people give me "压力".....
haiz.....god can you help me ma??
i dun know how to do now??
i dun know 2morro nutition gril will score me!!!!
why i care people talking about.....
i want care my study, body,and my future....
many thing want i care.....
at home no body will know my feel...
i so tried at this year....
2009 is my bad luck.....
coz i happend many thing at my famliy, school and hospital.....
which day i will thin, health and happy oh??/
so sad today......